Today

Today i worked from 4 to closing so thats 6 hours times $6.50 and hour so i made $39 i think, i dont wanna get a calculator. Plus, then i made $7.75 in tips. So thats not bad. I made tons of shakes today. I hate making shakes, i dont see how ppl like doing that. I love making sundaes, tho. I only got to make one of those today :( My dad was 15 minutes late picking me up from work and Deedee didnt want me to wait by myself so her and her 9 year old daughter Aleiha stayed after to wait with me. She is really nice. I like working with her. Newho I got my braces tightened yesterday and my teeth kill. On my lunch break i forgot how much it hurt to chew and i bought a 6 inch sub from subway. It took like my full 1/2 hour break just to eat it. I only have one more normal appointment at the end of September and then the next appointment will b to take my braces off. Im kinda scared. I forgot what i look like without them. I mean theres pictures but its not the same as looking in a mirror. Plus, my face has changed some in the year and a half ive had them on. I hope my teeth look good. Even if their straight they wont look perfect, i dont have perfect shaped teeth, their just normal non-model like teeth. But enough about my teeth lol. ive been having second thoughts about decisions ive made lately and im kinda wishing maybe i hadnt burnt a few bridges that are prolly unrebuildable. Not that im sure id want to, since they were lets just say a tad problematic. But now with out them, i feel kinda unhappy. Its like right now there isnt ne excitement left cuz i got rid of it everything that was a lil risky. My life is always either a steady boring unbad but ungood kinda thing, or its like all up one minute down the next. And despite the fact that the ups are awesome, im not sure they were worth the downs. So I kinda tried to get back to my straight and boringness by getting rid of what was making me all up and down-ish (this prolly isnt making ne sense at all but u know, whatever). But neway, im thinking maybe the excitment was worth the disappointment just bcuz right now im soooo bored. I need something. But not the something i had b4. I cant have that nemore. And i prolly wudnt let myself even if i had the option... atleast i dont think i wud?